I think I finally figured it out...

… what it is that I’ve been looking for.

I want to give my heart to someone. I want to love someone. I want to love someone so much that it makes my head hurt and my heart ache. I want the love that turns my world upside and gives me a good shaking. I want life changing love. And for some reason I think all of this is possible… perhaps because I know that I can love that way. I can turn someone’s world upside down. I can shake them up. I can love them until their head hurts. So where is it? If I’m here and I’m ready, then where is it? I’m ready.

But I guess that’s what we’re all looking for, isn’t?